Friday, December 30, 2011

Thanks 2011, Welcome 2012!

BOOOOOOOM!
Mwahhahahahahahahahaaa :)
LOVE YOU.


I noticed two things:
One, I like to start my post with a big picture of me in intent to scare people.
I hope it works.
Two, I am a really, really bad blogger. I go through extreme rollercoastering phase of blogging and not blogging. I am really sorry..... :(((
Waaaaaaaaaaaah.


I got hooked into a new TV show: NEW GIRL.
It is so funny. There are other funny shows like Friends. Friends is funny because it is dirty and awkward to watch with other peeople.
But New Girl? Oh my gosh. Guys, this is funny.
I mean, this show is legit funny. When I watch it by myself, I just crack up.
I Laught Out Loud. I LOL!
and Zooey Deschanel is so pretty and funny and awkward and perfect for her role!
                                           

I also spent a LOT of time, I mean  a lot of time, on looking up and applying to internships. Including profit and non-profit organizations, incorporations, and everything else that is unpaid internship, I applied to 27 different places.......... I am not sure if that is normal. No one tells me what is normal. So hopefully some places will get back to me and eventually offer me an internship.......
Ahhh, prayers are needed here, guys.
thank you. :)

Okay, I feel like all the bloggers are doing a 2011 look-up or wrap-up or whatever it is.
so I feel like I should do it, too.

But, naaaaaaah, I'm good. I don't feel like looking back at all the happenings, people, and everything else that was in my life for any time..... Haha, I kinda posted my 2011 on this blog so if ya wanna know, you can catch up by looking back at the posts! Because I put off til the last minute of each month and try to catch up on everything on one post, each post is kinda long..... Ha, ha, haha. :))

Welp, lots of things happened. Good and bad. Fortunate and Unfortunate. Predicted and Unpredicted. Made me smile and cry. Calmed me down. and pissed me off.
Lots of people happened, too. Wouldn't say some are necessarily good or bad. But some just stopped by and now are kind of forgotten, sadly. Some have truly touched my life and are still in contact with me, thankfully. and some have thrown garbage at me.

But after all, things passed. people passed. feelings passed. some may be still left deep in my heart. but almost passed.

Because time passed.

Some things seem to be never moving on unlike you are wanting it to. Some things seem to be gone even before you know it.
Some things ... are just there.
No drama.
No expectations.
It's just there.
Solemn and frm.
Like Pine Tree... Haha.

But one thing I know about 2011 is that God was with me. and the people God sent were with me.
The whole time.
The whole freakin' stinkin' time.
and I'm thankful.
because I grew up a little more.
God showed me things and taught me things.

I haven't set resolutions for 2012 yet. Will let you know when I have it all down.


Here's some happy feet for ya.
Ha, ha, haha. :))

I don't want to go into details, but I miss my family. like a lot. a lot. a lot.
It is really strange because I don't really miss my family around this time of the year. I don't have any memories with them on this time of the year. All we do is go to church and have Christmas service and New Year's service.
No gifts.
No stockings with chocolate and a bunch of goodies inside.
No christmas tree (in the house. we set up one at church).
No party.
Maybe eating out.

But I don't know what it is that is making me so homesick like now.

I'm just emotional. and I miss my friends as well.
I need my friends.
Some are in Atlanta, GA right now for Olivia and Dustin's wedding.
They will make such a good married couple. I just wish I could be there for their wedding with all my other friends that are there to congratulate, celebrate, and share the joy of binding a couple into one.

Here are some photos of my family. I'm sorry if I've already put some in other posts.





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